You will know instant karma.
And what do we know about karma?
It's going to get you.
By the short hairs.
Cornered.
Chest and ego pounding to
maintain dominance over
a situation under your responsibility but not
entirely (or at all) under your control.
An innocent child now mirroring
your bad habit
or attitude
or language.
or all three.
DAMMIT!
Children's hearts,
little baby hearts,
are complete and whole
in miniature perfection.
The development of the heart is not measured in size
but in openness and generosity.
Your child will have you beat in this.
Hands down winners.
You will be cracked open by the trust of this little person.
A brain, however,
is quite literally a work in progress until we die.
And we got time on our side,
which equals experience
which means
we don't utterly loose our minds over NOT THE GREEN PLATE!!!!!!!
and know the difference between Santa and the guy in the red suit and bell asking for money.
But you still don't win because children
literally don't know what you are talking about.
You will be humbled by the uselessness of your reasons and
how too little sleep and too much noise make you REALLY FREAK OUT!!!!!
and it might feel a bit like loosing your mind.
Children will wreck your life where you believed
you were a peaceful person by nature
(turns out you were rested and not provoked )
The life where your heart was yours to give away and take back
Now your heart has a beat in another
big heart, little brain person
surrounded by sharp objects
careless people and actual evil.
Your whole life exploded
by your love
by your failures
by your surrender
by your gratitude for this tiny human
that perfectly wrecked your life.
By making you
Mama
by making you
Mother.
