I am running and playing some sort of game.....like paintball...but in a carnival setting. I am running and then scheming and then directing the victory.
It gets serious.
I know I must enter the stadium and it is filled with my enemies. Somehow this is both a fun game and deadly serious...plans are made and I enter the stadium down an aisle created by my soldiers. They have created a path for me through the crowd. I go up onto a high stage and have won the game.
I am now magic and when I blow air through my lips, the crowd bends and sways like grass in a windstorm. I know I have shown all of my power. I turn to someone next to me and say "someone will want to kill me now".
It now gets silly.
I decide I need to lighten the mood and start dancing. A fools dance. I think I am trying to get a party started and the doors of the stadium are opened. Some stay but most leave.
I realize I have lost their respect. I try the blowing trick, but people are still leaving.
I woke up at this point and then tried to go back to sleep. I wanted to return to the point I decided to dance. I couldn't.... instead I ended up in a dream that Shania Twain had arrived to stay at my (tiny and messy) house. Talk about a demotion!
If I ever get the chance to repeat the dream, I would still dance. Not a fools dance, but one of intensity, power, and freedom.
Very cool blog!
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